Monday, March 29, 2010

my date with first love - Happy mother's day

When we feel we are going to loose something; we realise value of it very much....


This is what I realised when I was standing in our kitchen waiting for LPG to go out of window...



If I would not have been there I can't imagine what would have happened... And that feeling is not good at all.

She was taking it casually.. but somehow deep inside me I was feeling cold.. not typical me...

most times we hold on to something when we feel we realise value of them... and thts wat i did it that day...


Going on full daate with mother is fun while she is waiting for a weekend and our time for a while... billions of dollars off to that...

well as its mother's day today by writing this I am just trying to make a note, out of all relationship, this reltion is not comparable...

only celebrating a day and wishin her happy mother's day doesn't give any meaning while all the time of her life is our part...

No wonder we take it for granted most times, as we know she is the one coming back to us. She is the one who will be there in good bad all times... no wonder we win loose do right or wrong... we look good or bad... whether we say it or not.. shes there trying to make up our life...

There are many respectable role of women, she may fail in any of them... but being mother is uncomparable...

Mother word is so powerful that we call our soil also as mother and even nature as mother nature... what else can you call it? nobody can be with you selflessly except ur mother...

Being single parent my mother has done it all she can and heads off to everything shes doing and will be doing for her childrens...

There is no definition no words that explains her... So wish you all happy mothers day.... take good care of your mothers...

Value what you have with her before you realise life without her.....

Thank you god, for being with us all time being my proud mother!!


Friday, March 5, 2010

loss or gain.. ?? learning from a mistake (passport!!)

It has been long since i have written anything... and this can be best place to start again...

well having a tough time travelling back to india... and specially after hectic work week with ur collegues i m waiting to jump on my bed at home...

so far most of the tour i had learning and this time it was hard one... loosing a passport is not a good thing abroad and i almost lost it... thanks to my partial presence of mind :) i realised it in couple of minutes that i left it somewhere in aircraft we left...

any ways good thing about that is I have realised value of it...
its how we feel about most thing/ people / phase of life.... .. we realise value of it when it is not there...
but what about things we do not realise value ... like old friends / ex friends etc whom u almost forgot??
with somewhat better opportunities in life people tend to forget earlier instances and people who has affected our life...

and here while sitiing alone I realise those who had affected my life ... i miss all of them...
Wonder why we loose someone... or something ... with our without our fault...

its been said that everyting roam around circle of life... one or other day u come across something u left or lost during ur life.... like my passport ??:) or like some of the old friends who keeps appearing back to realise u r still lovable to many people... all is not lost...

end is not always well... but in this case i got the passport.. .thanks to james from austrian airlines... and thanks to my dear old friend/ collegue who was with me and telling me "cool down mali jase"... :) be positive...

so agreed be positive.. .every dog has his day and being man we could have years :)

alls well that does not have end :) life gives meaning to all open instances....